Another Christmas Is Over

As the night wraps up, I can't help but think of the new year we are about to embark upon. I am so ready for a "new year, new me" vibe. I thought I was ready last year, but turns out, I had much more healing to do. More than I ever thought possible. I thought when I published my book back in 2022 that I was really putting it all out there and ready to move on, but turns out, masking it in the book only led to me shedding the full light to those closest to me. Something I NEVER thought I would do.

The journey has been extremely tough and some days It led to me questioning regret, buit I have really been focusing on not letting regret be an issue. I have really made it a point to be as honest as possible without purposely hurting someones feelings. Although I was still told by someone really close to me that sometimes I am "too honest".

It made me think hard because I didn't know that could be a thing. But I have still stuck with saying how I feel, sticking up for those who need it and being there for those that I love. Like anything else, I could still do better. I still have secrets like everyone else. But this year, I want to live in honesty and freedom. With that means change.

I will be forced to change aspects of my life. People who I talk to, who I spend time with and how I spend my time during the waking hours. I want this next year to be truly fulfilling in a way like never before. I want to focus on the things that matter to me and move forward with my journey.

I don't have an exact blueprint or "focus" because for me, It could mean so many things. But the main thing I will work on is doing things that bring me joy. and I hope if you are keeping up with my journey, that I can bring some inspiration to you too.

Choose happy

~M~